My oh MY!

well I got to 89 days of my count down... Today is June 13th and i'm almost a month past graduation. (I didn't do so hot on my 99 days countdown) So since Feb. Nate Graduated preschool... and .... I GRADUATED with my Master of Divinity with a specialization in Wesleyan Studies!!!!!! I cannot describe the JOY I felt that day! It was SO MUCH FUN! we had a picnic at my parents house afterwards family, friends/church peoples came and celebrated with me. I was SO FULL of joy! I also got my 'Call' from my DS (District Superintendent) about a full time appointment. I accepted the call to serve the Vienna/Rader charge in Vienna MO Rader UMC is in the country just North of Vienna and Vienna UMC is the UM Church in town. This is my first full time appointment. This is also my first two point charge. (the two churches equal a full time salary) MOVE DAY IS JUNE 27TH (2 weeks from today). so I am packing and purging, packing and purging... More posts to come... lots of love! ~Bec

forgetful, 91,90,89

wow I went all weekend w/out a post. So this will be short and simple because its sunday, i'm tired and gosh dang it monday is tomorrow... again... Day 91 Ada Mead. I lived in this building in 2009 for about 1 month. It was closed as student housing not too long after. It's not the best place I've lived, yet also not the worst. I liked the antique uniqueness that it holds. I also liked all the animals that lived there with their owners. I actually have lived in all 4 housing buildings on campus. I move a lot. it's sad, now that im in my 30's I really hope I dont have to move as much, WAIT what am I saying, I'm a United Methodist pastor, I better become a pro at this moving thing. Last thing I have to say about Ada Mead is: smallest. kitchen. ever!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Day 90 Cannon Hall. I lived in Cannon until spring 2011, so 2ish years. I like my 2 bedroom apartment, I moved because the rent went up and I could survive in a smaller place to save money. what I liked about cannon, is that the Laundry room was right next to the TV lounge so it was easy to do laundry and watch TV at the same time. What I disliked the most was living right next to the exit/entrance, every single time someone went in or out the door, the door slammed so hard it shook my wall. Cannon was a good place to live, I liked the community, I remember taking N trick-or-treating down the halls, getting to know my seminary/staff neighbors. I enjoyed smelling the korean/asian food my across the hall neighbors made. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Day 89 (today/sunday 2/17) Zartman Hall. I lived here only for a few months, the spring--late summer/ early fall 2011 when I moved to independence closer to where I worked. I loved Zartman, it was only a 1 bedroom apartment, but the bedroom was big enough to put 2 beds in it. It had so many little closets and hidden storage spaces. I also loved the antiqueness like I did in Ada Mead, except this kitchen was larger and much better. This was the apartment I lived in when I got my first appointment. I remember countless nights in the first month of being a student pastors on my knees crying out to God to invade me so I didn't screw up this new job, and so I would lead the people I was appointed to serve closer to God. I loved living in this apartment also for a selfish reason, my apartment was on street level, so carrying in groceries and N if he fell asleep in the car was so much easier. Much unlike the apartment I am in now, I live on the 3rd floor, yuck! Zartman was a good place to live, the community was great, again. My hope and prayer is that the next round of student housing when SPST moves to the Resurrection campus is that the deciding bodies remember how important it is for seminary students to have community outside of the classroom, and that living on campus really helps with that. I also kind of hope that whomever leases or purchases this campus in the future use these housing units to help those who cannot afford a place of their own. I loved when I lived on campus it was fun, not to say I don't like where I live now, I do. I think one of the things I miss most about living on campus was being able to walk to my classes, then walk back to my place on break. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So tomorrow marks 88 days left until graduation. I'm kind of running out of places to write about, so I think I'll blog about what Ive learned, the largest life lessons through my seminary career. Wellll its 11pm on a Sunday night and I should get some shut-eye. Tomorrow is monday... :-/ I hope you all have a blessed week! ~Bec

92 days

"92 days of seminary left, 92 days of seminary, take one down, think it around, 92 days of seminary left" SO today is Valentines day. And for me the worst day of the year. Its just so overpriced, over advertised day to honor a valentine/person that we're supposed to love everyday of our life. Stupid. thats. all. but this day is all about LOVE and because JESUS is in my heart I have all the love I need right?! lol! So for tonights blog I thought I'd blog about the place/people I love the MOST! The place is the Fishing Spot. so here are several pictures of my GOOD friends in our fishing spot. Lots of lovely people, lots of fun, lots of love shared between these people. Several of them are far far away and several of them I miss dearly, but still they are friends and still the place will hold a special spot in my heart. I hope you all had a good thursday, Thank God tomorrow is Friday! ~Bec

94...no make that 93 days left

whoops!! I forgot to post yesterday! So today i'll do days 94 and 93. "94 days of seminary left, 94 days of seminary, take one down, think it around, 94 days of seminary left." Today (yesterday) I want to talk about this video: Saint Paul at Church of the Resurrection <---watch it its cool. Its a good video, my good buddy david is the narrator! I am a little apprehensive still about this move to a mega church, however like stated before SPST is MY seminary and I pray earnestly for all the leadership of this school so that through this transition they will continue to hear where God is calling them. IF seminaries collaborating with Mega-churches is the next NEW fad for seminary/pastoral education I pray that SPST can lay the groundwork and not allow pride to get in the way. I would also like to say that the media and other people have stated that they feel that SPST is abandoning the NEast Community of KC with this move. Although I am a huge fan of the urban core, and I do think that packing up and leaving due to fear of safety is a false fear, I can say beyond a shadow of a doubt that SPST will not leave this current location empty or abandoned. It is the sincerest desire and passion of the SPST Truman Road Committee to find a company, school, program, individual to take over this space that has a smilar mission to serve the kingdom of God. I honestly believe that whomever moves into this space will be good for this community. DAY 93 "93 days of seminary left, 93 days of seminary take one down, think it around 93 days of seminary left" Today is Ash Wednesday. The beginning of Lent. Also most likely the busiest season for pastors and student pastors. Its a reflective kind of day. So today I want to write about, remember, the space on campus where I like to just sit and think, or space out. I usually only sit here about once or twice a semester because its usually quiet. Its the break room in KS Winger building. As a break room you would think that it was busy with traffic and sometimes there is traffic, but it's quiet most of the time, very occasionally I like to sit on the odd colored couches and stare off into space. Just writing this makes me wonder where those spaces will be at Resurrection, I honestly hope that this move allows students to find those quiet nooks and places for reflection that are for the most part untouched by the business of the church and seminary. I have had a lot of good thinking done in that break room. here is the countdown for today: Once again thanks for following my random thoughts. I pray you all have a blessed Ash Wednesday and a Holy Lent season!! ~Bec

95 days

"95 days of seminary left, 95 days of seminary, take one down, think it around, 95 days of seminary left" 95 days, its monday! meh... Hendrix Hall I kid you not, 2 out of my 3 classes this semester, my last semester, are in Hendrix Hall. My favorite class in this room. UM History taught by Bishop Mutti, my least favorite class in this classroom Intro to Ethics. So I kinda like blogging about my last days at SPST. One thing I will do once I start running out of physical places is start writing about what I've learned while being here. In other big news. The Pope Resigned! whaaaaa?! Baseball season has started! Pitchers and Catchers have begun spring training! woooo hoooooo! ASH WEDNESDAY is THIS wednesday LENT beings THIS week. It honestly seems like christmas was yesterday. This is my favorite time of year, I'm really really looking forward to graduation. It feels so amazing to have come SO far in the last 4 years, not just educationally, but emotionally, spiritually, physically, my big goal for the next 3-4 years is Ordination, plus other smaller goals. Thanks for following my random thoughts. Hope ya'll have a great monday night and a FAB Tuesday! ~Bec~

96 days

"96 days of seminary left, 96 days of seminary, take one down, think it around, 96 days of seminary left." One of my countdown apps is called "reminder pro" it breaks down the time in months, weeks, days, hours minutes and seconds. This is what it says for right now:

Its going by sooo fast. I mean I've been here 4 years, but it just seems like these last days are flying by. Once the weight of the semester hits I'll probably be saying the opposite. Anyway, today is Sunday, I had a great service this morning. Wednesday is Ash Wednesday, which signifies the beginning of Lent. Every year I decide to give up something and take something on. This year I am going back to giving up soda and sweets and picking up exercising 3 days a week. (i'm actually starting tomorrow) But there is a friend/colleague of mine who is fasting for the entire 40 days of lent. You can find out all about this on her Facebook page So today I'm blogging about the library. Ohhh the library. At first I was scared of the library. I don't know why, maybe because the stacks are a little creepy. I've spent many a hour working there, reading there, researching there, getting lost in the stacks there and of course asking for help. I remember my first 2 years there when I lived on campus (lived, worked, and went to classes all in the same place) the only place I could find some solace long enough for thoughts to start flowing on a paper was in the secretive study carols at the end of the stacks. I'd lock myself in one of those rooms for hours hammering out a paper. Im not in the library as much now. I go and do research several times a semester, but now that I've moved off campus its a little bit harder to spend as much time there. I do have to admit that it took me 2 years to successfully find a book in the stacks the first time w/out looking for help.

Lots of good memories there, lots of hard work completed there. I'm very grateful to all the hard workers who have helped me and other students with research, exegesis papers, and get what we need. I will always remember our librarian because we share a birthday. John was born on Sept. 21st and so was I ... just a few years apart. Well tomorrow I think I will blog about Hendrix Hall... the lecture hall in the basement of the Library. Hope you all have a restful Sunday evening. YAY FOR MONDAYS ... :-/ ~Bec

97 days

97 Days of seminary left, 97 days, take one down think it around, 97 days of seminary left. Rogers Hall. I am not joking when I say that all of my classes my first semester were in this classroom. Sitting there for 3 hours at a time 2-3 days a week you become VERY familiar with the place. I got to know a lot of my classmates in this classroom. Scouted out the best seats (I usually sit by the door, you know, for easy escape) I learned quickly not to sit in the middle near the back of the classroom because thats where the fans blew like a massive blowdryer down on the students.

But it wasn't until I decided to run the tech for this class that I really knew the classroom. The screens were decent, the projectors were okay, not the nicest but not the worst. The system they used felt old because it tripped up a lot and I quickly disliked this classroom. Not really the classroom but the technology. What I disliked more was not being able to get the systems to work for the professor or the flow of the lecture. Regardless I spent a lot of time in that space. I am more than positive that come this time next year I would love to be back in that space absorbing and learning more. The whole goal of me blogging about my time left at SPST was to remember the good times, to reflect on all I've learned and to blog about it because after this semester, nobody will have class in there again. Classes will be in another location, but classes will continue, there will continue to be young, bright, passioned students, filling the classrooms of SPST at Church of the Resurrection, and God will continue to form the pastors, leaders, deacons, elders, local pastors, etc... in this area. Just because we're leaving the KC campus does not mean God is abandoning us. Change is a necessary part of life. Winter happens every year (at least in this part of the world) spring and growth always comes after the death of winter... Speaking of SPRING... its Feb 9th... Im READY for 65--75 degree weather... Tomorrow I'll blog about the Library. Happy Sunday (tomorrow) to all my peeps! ~Bec